Was typing a new post and hit something on the keyboard that lost it all on me.
For the past few days my hubby has been taking care of me. Not something I’m usually comfortable with – but he insists. I’m not supposed to feel guilty, but I do. He’s been cooking, straightening the house here and there, and taking care of the dogs. I intend to do some laundry today and will wait to do so until after he goes to his 12:15 doc appointment. This way I won’t have him telling me to let him do it all… he needs to understand that I do need to do at least a little something before I feel like I’m going to crash & burn again – head off to bed to snooze many hours away.
Nice & warm in the house. Sun is shining and helping to warm things up a whole bunch. We may head out shopping later on. His nephew is supposed to be stopping by this afternoon to introduce us to our great nephew. We’re really looking forward to meeting him. Jason, huz’s nephew will be leaving on Monday. He’ll be taking a train back west via a northern US route. I bet he’ll love it. He’s such a social person and just about everyone seems to love this kid. Someday his father will regret pushing him away – at least I HOPE he will… Who really knows with that guy. He’s the type that believes he has understanding of the world that no other human can possess and is so self righteous and arrogant —- dry drunk. Give him time. It’s the only thing between him and his next drink/drunk. Once he begins that phase it’s pretty much all over for him.
ANYWAY – huz just went out to the store for me. I cannot express how lucky I am to have him in my life. My dearest friend introduced us way back when – and while the huz and I had some major bumpy areas in the beginning we did finally come back together in April of ‘89 and haven’t been apart since. This man is the only person in the world that I trust 110% and that took a long time to achieve, too. Having trust issues throughout my entire life with men and women is not something that is easily overcome, and he (huz) is the ONLY person that has that from me. My soul mate? Most definitely. I couldn’t survive without him. And a big thanks to my friend, Bette, for getting us together so long ago.
OK – meds kicking in and my hands are starting to feel a bit more functional. I have a bit of a ’spontaneous cloud’ to finish spinning up as a single – then I would love to get it all plied together before grabbing the next cloud for a corespun yarn. Feeling a tiny bit ambitious at this moment – I’d also like to get some wool into quart jars and dye it up. I need some more colors since I plan on working Meunch’s “The Scream” into a color pattern and then knitting it up on large needles, and machine felting for a computer case for my lil’ purple notebook. 
DONE
Tags: Bette, huz, Jason, nephew, spinning, spontaneous cloud
