Feeling quite ill today. Nausea is constant and I may have to take steps to try to alleviate it. Feeling somewhat toxic as well. Lots of water today to try and flush my system out. I think I’ll make up a green salad with Greek seasonings to eat on wraps IF I even feel like eating at all. Instinct at the moment is to head back to bed and stay there all day… and night.
Big snow supposedly coming in. We’re out of eggs and could use some half & half for coffee. I don’t feel like going out right now — maybe I’ll be a little better later so I can go.
Daughter left here yesterday after she and I had a kind of confrontation. I don’t want to lose her, but if we don’t take a stand now we may end up losing her forever and have to plan a funeral. She’s breaking my heart. I still have very high hopes for her and hope that she’ll take the steps needed to get herself straight and to understand why she does the things she knows could kill her. Reckless abandon. Frightening.
Must lay back down for a bit.
DONE
